Inner Whizdom

I don’t practice any religion, but I think I’m getting the hang of this prayer thing. On two occasions recently I have been very afraid– of the repercussions from hurting someone I loved, and afraid that I’d either have to do a job I hate or be unemployed in scary times.

As the fear rose inside me I surrendered it to the Holy Spirit using phrases I’d learned from Marianne Williamson and A Course in Miracles. I asked for peace. I asked to be part of Love (which I know I am already, but often forget). I forgave myself and others. It’s sort  of like rote chanting– something to do to replace the rising fear and defensiveness. I don’t feel holy or anything special as I’m saying these things to myself. It’s just to neutralize the fear. The intention is enough.

And it works. When there is no fear there is openness. I can receive love and connection. I can recognize good ideas that turn around bad situations. I experience miracles.